grr! wadehell is wrong with these people. playing saboteur in the middle of the night. in the open space summore! disturb my peace only! haix. cannot use mpsh meh?!
urgh! these few days are so ... *bleuk*
*bluek bluek bluek bluek bluek!*
this is so saddening.
♥ 6:41 AM
i dunno if i shud blog about today. definitely not a day i wud want to remember. sian max. it true that bad things multiply exponentially. and all u can do is ask... why me? why now?
WHATS NEXT?1) cramps that hurt so bad; it made me squirm in my seat and not concentrate on the lecture.
2) freaking bank opened 2 out of their 3 counters resulting in a super ultra long line of customers waiting to be served. seriously. i tot unemployment is still a problem in singapore? cannot hire more people is it?! and u freaking ahtiong woman. who's phone just had to ring when she was the next in line and made the counter person wait for her to finish the call before proceeding. like wth! wan talk get out of the queue la. people que-ing for ~1hr and STILL waiting. sorrie. we're impatient people! OR I'M an impatient person. seriously tiong. go f off. zzz.
3) urgh. stupid side charges. damn ex ok! why is it so freaking ex to transfer money?! and like. i still have to do it one more time when making full payment. wth wth wth. admin got so ex meh? 30 extra leh! just to transfer from sg to malaysia. WT-HELL!
4) i cant believe i forgot my debit card signature. haha. i didnt sign it at the back of my card and have been randomly signing when i pay for stuff. seriously no one cares. paiseh ttm. haha
5) waiting for the transaction took so long that dark clouds had already gathered when i left the bank. had to buy some stuff back for people so quickly went to NTUC and rush rush rush. but (u guessed it) cudnt make it in time. had to run across the road with two bags of fruits. looked like some crazie person. oh. just received a message to stay clear of rain cuz of the nuclear explosion thing in Japan. so ya. friends, please bring an umbrella. or risk being... like me.
6) i was sooooo sad by the misfortunes by that time. and remembered being so happy that i can finally take the bus back but noooooo! while i was typing on the phone, the freaking 183 just whooshed by me. freaking driver didnt even stop. and i cudnt see the bus for far cuz it was a bent road. and freaking 96 kept passing by. i swear the journey by bus 96 then walking from central lib cud have saved me damn a lot of time but 96 doesnt stop at that stupid bus stop. -.- grrr. oh so.. i checked my iphone.. and it said the next bus wud arrive in 18mins. GRRRRR. and my iphone doesnt lie!
so now. here i am. being so super thankful that i'm back in hall. in one piece.
seriously... whats next?
the only comfort i have now is.. the mangoes i bought from NTUC... are damn damn sweet and juicy. --> the little things in life that makes me feel soooo much better.
urgh!
♥ 8:07 PM
"game on"
two mid terms down. one last paper left. so glad the week is over.
Played ball yesterday! gosh. u have no idea how much i missed playing! soooo happy when i got to swing the bat and wear the gloves! when i think sports, i think softball. when i think academics, i also think of softball. HAHA! ^.^ had an enjoyable training yesterday with jun ghai, nat, cao yang and shaan. felt like i cud go on playing forever. if i cud, i'd make the bat my new bloster. but then again, its so hard, i'd get bruises and people will start thinking that i'm being abused again. k. softball has made me psycho.
whee. <3 bat!
anw, had captain's treat after training yesterday. yummy pizza and chicken! thanks juelei. it was awesome! had a great time just chilling and bonding with the team over 'wheel of fortune' and 'american gladiators'. i'm gonna miss the team soooo much when the sem is over. heart them! best sports team ever. who cares what others think. like kesha sings/says 'we are who we are'. and i extremely loveee who we are. i've learned soooo much about the sports since i started and its the enthusiasm and spirit of the team that gets me going all the time! the seniors are gonna play with some outside team later. ahhh. priorities. i still have mid-terms! and we're going out for dinner tonight! oh well... i guess its not wrong to watch (in my boots and gloves, so ever-ready to play) by the sidelines rite.................. i'll BRING my notes... reallyyyyy.. :p
hmm. life is so awesome with great people like the softball team.
"no regrets, just love"
♥ 5:50 PM
seriously think i'm suffering from withdrawals. from what? :x HAHAHA.
omg. this is such a stupid blog post. waste time and waste space only.
*rolls eyes*
OK NEVERMIND. BYE
love!
♥ 11:00 PM
"why do i feel so unsecure?"
ahh. i've been obsessed with piano covers lately. they're so nice to listen to. they're so... calm.. and soothing. no singers to distract me (haha. i love to sing along >.<) the youtubers are awesome! i wonder how they can simply play by ear! yay to carrie underwood, the band perry, taylor swift and disney piano covers!. :D contemporary country sounds so good on the piano. (the ukulele makes me jumpy! uses too much energy! haha.)
anw, there is this TK (Tanjong Katong Secondary School) trend going on at Twitter. [#tkfact] funny ttm! its about students, past and present, twitting about their secondary school memories in TK. some of the tweets are so funny!! and so true!! i dun think i can summarize everything in 160 characters. i'd probably spam twitter! gosh. i wish i've never left TK. NOTHING can ever beat secondary school life! i love my little kampung school! Everyone knew everyone and we were all one big family (haha. see how strong their brainwashing was? it was good brainwashing though. felt so safe there). and most of all! I MISS MY BAND LIFE! boohoo!
the laughter, the friendships, the sweat and the tears. how we would wait for each other (like 2-3hrs) EVERYDAY just to walk to the bus stop (which was like 400m away -.-) together.! instant noodles and bandung almost everyday! haha. gosh. everyone's so big now. the guys are serving their NS and the girls have gone on to UNI. i'm glad that although we're all going thru different paths, we'd still find time to meet up and the friendships never change. i love how we're so comfortable with each other. haix! how i miss them sometimes! everytime i feel stressed from work, i'd just look up at my table dashboard and yay! haha. the pics sure brings back a lot of fond memories. :D
sooooo looking forward to the steamboat this sunday! cant wait!
love!
♥ 3:29 PM
"i will not be affected by things that arent true." (repeat x 100000000 times)
emotions hay-wire again tonight. wonder how i can feel sian (*dread*) and jumpy (yay!) at the same time. the weekend has gone and school starts tmr. came back to hall early this afternoon to study.
somehow, i think my mum emo's when i go back to hall. and sometimes, i feel REALLY BAD cuz i may get over-excited when i talk about hall stuff and the friends i've made, that i'm worried she will think i dont like to go home. well, i DO like to go home. i LOVE my home. but its just different... both my brothers are married, my dad's always working.. its just me and mum. so i guess she gets pretty lonely. hmm. but no matter wad, i still love her so so much! she always makes sure i get the best... everything. haix. i just hope she doesnt get the wrong idea. i promise to spend more time with her during the holidays! :D
haix. all i wish for right now, is for the week to pass by smoothly. cant wait for the next weekend! zzz
love!
♥ 9:19 AM
today was rather uneventful. woke up pretty late, watched a little TV and got started on my chinese revision by noon.
tick tock tick tock!
evening! went to the supermarket with my mum and bought some fish for dinner. yum yum! kicap fish. ;D then went to send my brother to work with my sis. damn stupid ok! my brother didnt check his schedule properly. so we went to paya lebar.. then tampines.. and had to u-turn all the way back to paya lebar! the fire post so ulu summore! grr. waste my time. i was itching to bake oready lo! haix. haha.
came home and baked some amazing truffles? dont they look super yummy to u?!
made 3 different types: the original (the powdered one), chocolate rice and almond. had help from my sis-in-law :D i love love love cooking/baking! so fun! it makes me happy and it makes the stomach of my friends and family happy! win-win situation rite? yum yum.what should i bake/cook next? i shud start making a list of what to make! so exciting!! :D
somehow i look forward to tmr!
love!
♥ 7:54 AM
"My thoughts will echo your name...
Until I see you again"
TGIF! wohoo! i'm back home. its so quiet. my parents have gone to sleep. my brother's and sis-in-law went out. and i... am staring at the computer thinking of what to write. haha.
i remember i felt super happy and optimistic in the morning. met many friends on my way to class. had a good laugh and story session with choon keat and natalie yap. really made my day. my friends are just awesome. love them ttm! :D
supposed to have 4 lectures consecutively but i ponned the last one. seriously. waste of time. lessons were boring. dun even wanna talk about it. was more excited about meeting nat hong in the evening to plan for the holidays. the 'discussion' went super well! happy much! :D just hope everything else goes as smoothly. i love the crew ultra deep deepzzz! <3 cant wait!
oo! my mum bought me a super ultra nice ring! haha. she bought the pattern i like! haha. so smart. or.. more like i keep telling her which type i like that its etched in her head. its white gold and has a round thingy in the middle made up of small diamonds shaped like a flower and small diamonds along the rim of the ring. ahh! nice nice. :D i dun wanna take it off xp so pretty!
had indian rojak for dinner. so yummy (and fattening)! i feel so satisfied now. life's not great but its better. grr. i'm babbling. will update properly tmr.
love!
♥ 6:52 AM
had my first mid-term test today! er, i felt kinda... cheated! paper came out easier than expected. not that i'm confident of getting full marks (or anything close to it) but i tried so hard to memorize the stupid mechanisms and all they asked was to draw the final product. grrr! having learned from my previous tests, i re-read the question paper over and over again to make sure i didnt miss out any part question. had such a horrible experience last sem. kept over-looking the part-question and ended up losing precious marks. BUT!.. not this time! haha.
the paper was 1 hr but i finished it in 20mins. i didnt wanna leave cuz i know i'd be super guilty if anything goes wrong. like i'd blame myself for not sitting there and staring at the paper. haha. so this was wad i did to spare myself from boredom!
CHINESE! woohoo!
i got back my quiz 2 and yay! full marks again!
fiza's probably gonna say that i can now officially marry an ah-tiong! haha. but hey! some ah-tiong damn hot ok! well, er, cheat a bit.. those mixed-blood ones. ahhh anthony neely (stupid name but ahhh!! hot-ness!) ! HAHA.
haha. jialin and i shud be banned from watching his music videos or we'd risk waking the entire block up with our screams. hehe :D he seriously looks like *.....* gosh! at least got singaporean substitute close-by. not perfect sub but good enough. haha. :D :D
i still have 3 more papers but somehow it feels like my mid-terms are already over. how sad is that!! oh well,,. at least i have tonight to look forward to! its been awhile since qianwei and i "patrolled" sheares hall. haix. that must be the reason why they hired the security guard! HAHA. sheesh. -.- zzz
i feel like re-living my twitter. its been dead for 2 months. haha. how "sweet".. they sent me an email saying they missed me!! (stupid auto-generated email!!! ~!@#$%^&*()!!!!) haha. kk. gotta get back to my geog readings! :D
love!
♥ 12:16 AM
had my first official geog fieldwork during hydrology practical today! glad to say it went better than expected. :D our primary objective was to collect soil samples from the hill outside LT11. i didnt do much though. the guys did most of the work. the girls didnt wanna get their hands dirty so we recorded the data instead. haha.
recruiting potential farmers
high-tech method
One thing i took away from this fieldwork was.. there were freaking a lot of worms in the soil! there was one pushing its way out from the hole we dug and the other was in our soil sample! we tried to get it out but failed so its now probably being cooked in the oven (we're measuring for soil moisture by the difference in mass of wet and dry soil so we had to leave the sample in the oven for 24hrs.) hmm. geog lab is soooo much more entertaining then chem lab la! at least we're doing something that actually has a direct impact (vegetation) on our lives. grrr.
chinese and inorganic chem lecture was a total bore and waste of time. i realized i'm lagging a lot in my chinese. so many new words every lesson. my memory is starting to fail me. zzzz
anw, i think i cant survive without softball... not just cuz i really miss the lovely people (<3) but cuz i'm putting on damn a lot of weight without it. i used to have an excuse for snacking at night but now i realise i dont have any reason to. starting to feel really fat and guilty. so i've decided to walk to my lesson venues instead of taking the internal shuttle bus. ahh. i cant go back to how i was before. i will just gg. seriously. so fatttttttttttt :( why is it that some people can really eat like damn a lot and dont put on weight one! life is so unfair. grrr. i have to lose weighttttttt...... -.-
oh well. i better get down to studying for my mid-term test tmr. its gonna be my first (out of four). everyone keeps saying that they'll do damn badly. but everyone forgets that i'm here too. with me ard. they dun have to be worried. i'll probably add a boost for them to climb up the bell-curve. -.-
oo. and i am not emo. just freaking tired.
love!
♥ 3:57 AM
so... my entire tuesday is packed with life science lessons; lecture in the morning and lab in the afternoon (thank god! odd weeks only!). we had a new lecturer today. his name is Dr Lam Siew Hong. he is the most ENTHU lecturer i've ever met! he is so super enthu that he practically jumps at every sentence. and he keeps walking back and forth while making HUGE hand gestures about the nucleic acid cycle. he's so funny and nice to watch! i dun think i'll fall asleep in LSM lectures anymore. the only bad thing about him is he doesnt give us a break in-between :( his non-stop high-pitched voice can get a little irritating as the lesson progresses..
Dr Lam (i do believe his hairline has receded further hehe.>.<)
anw, for those of u non-science students (how lucky!!), its standard procedure to prepare for labs by reading thru the lab manual and attempt the math questions (although many of us still do it very last minute) but whether i attempt it early or late, it really makes no difference cuz i cant do the questions. zzz. so this is what i resort to doing...
making my friends MMS me their workings cuz i was too lazy to walk from science lib to the canteen. :D technology saves lives! well, no one really uses MMS these days so being the 'jakun' that i am.. i just had to reply...
how fulfilling! i learned how to MMS today! :D
anw, these are some of the pics i took during lab. lab was so boring.. even the pictures look boring. grrr. the only nice thing is.. sometimes, i secretly pretend to be some CSI agent and my samples are of the victims! ok. so no life. cant help it. i'm a science student :(
oh well. at least its over. anw, i had a really bad nightmare this morning. i woke up at ard 4.30am (having slept super early last night) so i decided to do some work but failed miserably. so i decided to nap but I was still pretty stressed with the amount of work waiting for me. it was like.. my body wanted to sleep so badly.. but my brain kept saying 'wake up pig!' so there was this huge mix-up in my body and i was experiencing this really weird feeling like i wanted to wake up yet i cudnt move any of my limbs and stuff. grrr. this always happens when i'm super stressed. and when i do sleep... bad thoughts just floods my brain and i end up.. er, not sleeping. or waking up with a shock so bad i need >5mins to calm myself down. grr. this is sooo not healthy. seriously. they shud just scrap mid-terms. then i'll only experience all this anxiety once during finals.
urgh. life sucks. but u just have to make the best out of it.
love!
♥ 3:44 AM