i'm a complete jinx. i swear. i've been having a string of bad luck since the middle of this yr and it doesnt seem to wanna go away. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.
everything sucks. i cant seem to do anything right anymore.
i cant study.
i cant score well.
i cant lose weight.
i cant win blackjack. (as a matter of fact, i lose $7 by just betting 40cents a time. WTF!)
i cant earn money.
i cant make my family happie.
i cant make friends like me.
i cant sing.
i cant dance.
i cant dress up.
i cant DO ANYTHING.
i'm such a loser. i've nv felt like this b4. this is one of the darkest moment of my life and i'm unfortunate enuf to have to spend it alone. i just CANT do anything right. i'm hoping one day, it will be 'i can'...
shoot me.
♥ 7:12 AM