its amazing that there are so many flavours in the world but we find that we're always getting the same one. what makes us do so anyway? maybe its our personal taste and preference? or maybe its cuz we're afraid to try... for me, i think its more of the 'i'm scared to try' feeling rather than the 'oh, i like that flavour' feeling. haha.

sometimes i wonder y i'm so afraid of everything. like everything around me is sooo much better than me. u noe that feeling? erm, any pw grp doing on building self-esteem in youths? i wanna sign up!! haha. i dunno. i just find it farnie. like i have no guts or something. :( i realli wish i had more courage sometimes.

wah! so emo. well, maybe becuz the week is over oready. thats sad. my one week 'holiday' is actually coming to a close. i dun want it to endddddddd. i mean, i dun mind studying at home starting from 9 in the morning with many 15 min break in the middle and drags all the way till nite. i find that i can concentrate better like that and it realli helps in my understanding as i feel more alert. i totally hate the singapore education system where they try to squeeze everything within a short span of time and we have teachers who are dying to finish topics eventhough students dun have the slightest idea of what is going on. it kinda sucks cuz when we look at the tutorial, and dun have a clue what the question is talking abt. it realli demoralises u. or at least, me.

thats y... LONDON 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.

lurrve!

ps: WARNING! this post may sound realli emo to u. but i think i'm just sleepy. haha. i had a hearty meal during break fast today thats y. :)

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