yes fiza, i LOVE my face. i LOVE it VERY VERY much. so perfectly hexagonal. :) PERFECT FACE.

ok dah- stop. i think god heard me saying stupidly that i hated my face so he actually made the vice-principle (whom i have no idea what her name is) show us a video of this guys called joel (pronounced jewel) who got badly burnt in a car accident when he was a baby and grew up with a badly disfigured face. it was really bad- he had no nose, no ears, no fingers, no toes and badly wrinkled skin. and yet, he still had the courage to face up to the world, who saw him like an alien. he selflessly forgave the man who had deliberately drove the trailer into the car he was in. something which he said realli made me reflect on what i had said to fiza and my mom that day... ' even if i have fingers and toes, will that change who i am inside? ' i was blown away. i mean, he is so strong.

if u ask me what i dun like abt my appearence, i can list u a list so long it wun be able to fit into this page. (eg, my face- which includes my high forehead, snubbled nose, thick lips, stained and unproperly arranged teeth & my weight- flabby arms and thighs, bluging tummy & my big feet! etc) [haha. so unhappie rite? -__-"] then i ask myself, what DO i like abt myself? erm, i can onli think of my hair and complextion. how has my appearence actually affect the way i live? A LOT. i am soooo not confident of myself. OFTEN, i see myself as a freaking fat bitch who shud just vanish from this face of earth. but then, it made me think also, then what if i were what i wanted to be? slim, pretty, sexy? omg. i realised that i'll be queen bitch. HAHAHA. i'd probably end up being sharpay or something.

so, actually, appearance has a lot to play in one's life. especially for me since i'm overweight.(which is super hard to accept). well, people (especially me. haha) should seriously appreciate what we've been given. look on the brite side, at least i'm not as evil as sharpay... what do u think? haha

lurrve!

ps: this is NOT an emo post. this is a personal reflective post. i have a feeling the people who come to my blog always think that i'm emo or depressed or something. -____-"

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