i've managed to remain cheerful the whole of the fasting month UNTIL yesterday. omg. i got super demoralised when i was studying yesterday. i cant believe i cried myself to sleep. haha. i was so stupid. i dunno y i did that. i'm a teenager... RAGING HORMONES maybe. haha.

school is ok- nothing great. i passed my GP. like omg omg omg. hahaha. so unbelievable. believe it! i dunno whether its just me but the insecurities are all coming back. i'm realli sorrie if i just leave u guys during breaks to go study or go com lab/library or something. today i felt v v v lost. everything that was talked at i have no clue. i'm so sorrie. i hope i didnt do anything wrong. if i did then i'm realli sorrie but the feeling of not knowing anything that is happening between my closest friends sucks. but i'm sure its just me cuz it was alrite by the end of the day.

i dunno what i'm doing now.instead of studying, i'm like chatting with this unknown guy who added me in msn. ya la, i noe i v hot. thanks thanks. i'm Amy the supermodel(according to chee yang.) hahahaha.

I NEED TO CONCENTRATE. my concentration lvl is below zero. NEGATIVE. omg. i'm so dead. I NEED A MOTIVATION. (hot guys are my greatest motivation- HAHAHAHA!!! jk jk) i dun wan my dream to remain a dream. LONDON! i'm coming no matter wad........................... hahahaha. see- dreaming again.

i cant wait for another day.
:)

lurrve!

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