hey, i just came back from my external mentoring and i'm dead tired. the children really tire me out man. haha. so much drama today. i felt so helpless. god. they're just primary 3 children and they act like their 30. seriously. there are so many conflicts between them and i'm totally caught in the middle. i'm really curious to find out what is realli on their minds.
the malay children tend to stick more to me becuz they accept me for 'their' kind as i can speak malay. i wonder what they learn or where they learn their discipline and morals from. i'm amazed at how steriotype they are. they totally refuse to let someone of a different race teach or talk to them. i have no idea why. to them, they find the other races alien and untrustworthy. i think this is a realli serious problem becuz they'll be future young adults who will contribute to the society and at such a young age, their mindset is already wrong. i realli wonder how i can help these children. moreover, they're from low incomed families. i would realli love to see them succeed in life but with their attitude, i doubt they can go far. i feel so helpless, the more i try to help them and change their mindset, the more i feel like i'm failing becuz it onli gets worst as time goes by. haix.
school was ok. i just hoped it would end earlier. next week got 3 tests. i'm gonna collapse!
lurrve!
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