yay! i'm officially a mendaki volunteer.! after much courage and self-motivation. :)
i'm glad i went for the volunteer orientation session today. the orientation crew realli did a good job in making the volunteers feel safe and comfortable with one another.

i was super scared to go in at first. i was like sms the whole world and trying to convince myself that there was nuthink to be afraid off. haha.to those i've messaged, yea, u were one of the people in the whole world. in the end, i went to the siglap park connector area behind wisma mendaki to sit cuz i didnt dare go in when i walked past the building the first time. HAHA. suddenly a girl came and asked me how to go to mendaki (it is very deep inside. v easy to get lost). and that girl became my first mendaki volunteer friend. haha. her name's radiah and she's slightly older than me. we sticked to each other most of the time. oh gosh. many people were late la. i think instead of starting at 2, we started like 2.45pm and people were still coming in at 3.30. haha. but we started without them. i was the youngest there surprisingly. a lot of them were in their earlie twenties. we played many many ice breaker games which were kind of common but imagine playing the squirrel and tree game with a mak cik. yea. that was kind of weird. and she was super enthu summore. HAHAHA. i cant wait for my first volunteer job.!!

omg. i'm super broke. i spent like all my money on my baking stuff and i'm super broke now. haix. i guess i have an expensive hobbie. but not as expensive as my brother's, whose hobbie is trying to make his car look at "cool" as possible. haha.

anw, i got back my geog and econs result. so left gp results that i havent get back. i think the teachers like give back according to the order that i do well in. realli. like they gave back chem first(which was my best), than all my B results and finally econs. so dammit. i guess my gp sucked. hahaha. geog results was totally unexpected. i cant believe they moderated my marks from 23/24 to 16/24. WTH! i almost got full marks b4 moderation and i ended up with a freaking B. haix. just my luck. -____-". oh well. at least i didnt fail.(which i noe is a wrong mindset). i got nuthing to say for econs la. i know i can do so much better. even ms hon noes. she came up to me and said somethings which was kind of moving but i noe better. my time management sucked which contributed a lot to my sucky results. haix. i need to shut the talk and start writing man. if onli i can write as fast as i type. hahaha.

its not impossible.

lurrve!

ps: i'm gonna bake my oreo cheesecake tmr! i cant wait. hope it turns out well man. wasted so much money.!! :(

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