like vanessa hudgen said in HSM, dreams are meant for sleeping. i totally agree.i'm broke.
AGAIN. and
AGAIN, i feel that its not my fault i'm in this state. i've been saving every single cent that i can save. sacrifising almost everything that i want. (with the exception of the food i buy during breaks). there are so many things that i want to buy. but i cant. and it feels realli sad becuz i see my friends with them and all i can do is helplessly watch them use it. i dun think its my fault that i've to pay my handphone bill every month. everytime i save, i have to fork out money to pay my monthly handphone bill(of average $32- a super freaking low amt. the standard fee is $25+5(caller ID)) and buy my contact lenses every three months(ave $10 cuz it costs $30 for 3 pairs). every month, i get so happie when i have 5 red notes in my wallet but every month, i feel a double amt of pain when i part with the money. rite now, i have
zero money in my wallet(fine, $1.55) to be exact cuz i just paid my hp bill. i promised myself not to use my ATM anymore or i'll break it. haha. there are so many things that i wanna buy still... hmm. i'll list them to keep track(its gonna be a super long list so u may wanna skip the below part and stop reading here.)
MY
DREAMS(refer to post title)
[no particular order]
1) pencil case- i stained my pencil case real badly cuz i forgot to cover my purple marker. hmm. it was totally my fault.
2) wallet- my cheapo wallet is beginning to show its true colours.the bottom is starting to get ripped off even though my wallet is always empty. and its stained with chocolate at some parts. it got stained when i was eating my strawberry fondue. opps.
3) someone to pay my monthly handphone bill- i think if this problem is solved, i'd have no problem getting my other wants cuz i'd have save enuf money to purchase what i want. hmm. i guess this is the ultimate problem.
4) a TRENDY/ GOOD BATTERY LIFE/ WIDE LCD digital camera (eg, Sony-Cybershot DSC-W55 [reasonable price and trendy]) - my close friends will realise that i get damn excited and quiet after that everytime i see a digital camera. haha. excitement of holding a digicam followed by jealousy? hahahha. dun let me see a camera!!
5) nintendo ds- ok. my bro actually gave me $200 to get one when i got my olvl results but i cant get myself to spend it and ended up saving it instead. but i still long for it.... haha.
6) tops- i realli have to get some b4 i fly off to the US. if not i have nuthink nice to wear. the clothes i usually wear are school tees. even during the weekends. how sad!
7) jeans/capri pants- firstly, one of my jeans tore from over-wearing. the second one is getting super short cuz i bought that in sec 1. hmm. i dun have capri pants(1/2 pants not 3/4 pants). i realli realli want one now!!
of course i wish to get many more things but they're all minor. hmm. i got to go. i've spent so much time here. i shud study. and get good grades. and get a good job. and get lots of money. so i can buy wad i want and live happily. know that typical story that
EVERYONE tells u? well, to me, its not a story. its a DREAM. and dreams onli happen when u sleep.
lurrve!
