omg. i'm so super duper bz this week (and last week). i cant believe that i hardly have time for myself. and the farnie thing is, i'm not even joking.
life is starting to become so monotonous and seriously boring. realli wanna end this soon. as in, this stress and all. not end my life la dammit. haha.
i'm gonna have a chem test straight after i post this but i hardly have the energy to flip thru my notes. oh well. i cant remember the time where i can understand chem anymore. maybe during the first week of PAE? i dunno. but i'm not gonna give up. i'm gonna try my best for this test and if i do pass, i realli dun deserve it.(realli contradicting rite?) i'd be lying to say that i studied when all i did was try to cramp everything into my tiny/pitiful brain at the last min.
as everyone can see, even the blind if someone reads this to them, I AM NOT HAVING A GOOD TIME IN JC! all i can remember now is tutorials, lectures, tests, proposals etc. haha. such a no lifer. i noe.
even PW isnt going too well. i realli have to make things work. MY GROUP realli have to make it work. i dun wanna suffer for the rest of the year just to get a freaking C starring back at my face earlie next yr. but like eunice said, i wud onli suffer and work if my team suffers and work together. no one is gonna blardy slack while some of us slog day and nite just to get the A that onli we deserve. oh man. this is gonna be the start of many many more horrible journeys to come. i want my life back!

lurrve.
SUPER TIRED!

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