i've just downloaded all my required applications into my graphic calculator. it was a pretty long process and i'm feeling realli tired now. i'm so happie tmr's a public holiday and i wish all christians a very good friday.. literally. haha. i've got no programmes up for tmr yet but i'm sure i'll be able to do something to keep myself occupied. if not, then i'll just sleep and grow sideways.
hmmp. i just cant accept the fact that i've gained 1 kg. haha. i mean, i realli watch my diet and stuff and worst of all, i used to jog every evening before that day(PE lesson) when i found out that i actually gained weight instead of losing. it was such a blow to my self esteme. oh man.

miraculasly, time passed super fast today. lectures ended when i least expected them to. i dun realli feel well though. i have to get some thoughts out of my head. i dun wan anything bad to happen. but omg. its just so difficult. i realli need the person to me patient cuz i may seem rather cold all of a sudden but its not my fault. i just need to change my thinking thats all. :(

anw, when i was on my way hm, i saw cat porn. the cats were making out behind the lift la and everyone was looking. at first i didnt notice cuz i onli saw one of the cat. suddenly this other cat(which i suppose is the male), went on top of it and pressed itself of the other cat(which i realli hope is a female cat). Then all of a sudden, the male cat started "kissing" the female's neck and it got kind of angry and chased the male away. *tsk. i was realli hoping for something more. haha. i've always seen cats touching themselves awkwardly(i dun wanna use masterbate) but this is the first time i've actually seen two cats making out. woah! haha. i've only watched sparrow porn b4 but they too flew away cuz we were making too much noise. moral of the story... if animals dun wan people to disturb their love making session, please go somewhere private. thank u.

imma

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